Friday, August 21, 2009

It's hard to grow up


So, nothing has really changed since yesterday......I think this is what confuses me the most about blogging....what is nothing happens? Is someone really interested in the fact that after I wrote a post yesterday nothing else major has happened in my life? Lets see...I went to happy hour (got swamp ass), got my first two birthday presents ( a manicure and a pair of white chuck taylors) and fell asleep watching the new season of Project Runway. I'm bored just writing that.

I guess not everyday of an adventure is adventerous? I think that the next few days are going to be really hard and I'm putting off until the last minute possible...i know reallll mature. I don't want to say goodbye to my friends, I don't want to deal with packing or cleaning, and I'm nervous about bursting my comfort bubble. I know I started this whole ordeal because I realized I was in the "Delaware Comfort Bubble" but now that it is all happening, I'm starting to get nervous. What if I've made this huge mistake? What was I thinking.....I terrible at responisbility....I can't save a dime, I have too much temptation and not enough self restraint. These are all major factors that will play in to me getting my ass to another country.


Ah I can't think about these things now.........It's my birthday and I'm off to a weekend at the beach with my best friends............


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